You guys all say you like it when I'm real. Well, let me get REAL real. I'm really sad. I'm ready for things to get a little easier. I'm not depressed; I'm just incredibly sad these days.
I want you to know, I'm counting my blessings and am excited when I think of the future, but I'm ready for the future to hurry up and get here. I'm ready for Ali to get better. I'm ready to be able to dive head first into my work. I'm ready for my daughter to not hurt. I'm ready for Susan to be able to get into a normal mommy routine.
I've been working on an article about coping and working through worry and looked at past posts about our situation and it makes everything hurt all over again.